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As long as you get there it's all good. Things might not come or happen in the time you like, but as long as you continue your persuit in getting somewhere you're not too late. We put these ridiculous timelines on ourselves and it's too much pressure. Things will happen when they're supposed to. "The Pursuit of Happyness", no journey is more deserving, rewarding or fulfilling. Continue to work on pleasing yourself. Be happy with who YOU are and if you're not then make a change. If your not happy with or loving youself wholly then you cannot be your all for someone else. You mustn't expect more than you're able to deliver. If you want the best, then be your best. Peoples standards vary in what's "perfect".  But, as long as it's perfect for you that's all that matter.